October Playlist

By Elizabeth Faraci

“No 1” by Elizabeth Faraci

Welcome to the OCTOBER PLAYLIST on the theme of Shapeshifters featuring film, fiction, visual art, poetry, and plays by Josh Berkowitz, Elizabeth Faraci, Ellen K. Graham, Martha K. Graham, Amber Irish, Joe Marci, G.L. Marie, and Shane Rodriguez

 
 

Shame, Compassion, and Defence

By Josh Berkowitz

 
 
 
 

Grey Matters

By Amber Irish


Since the age of ten, 

I’ve spent most of my dreams doing your laundry.


I walk through a field of lapis 

under a melted emerald sky 

make my way to the white river where 

opal milk carves through a shore of red rocks.


There is a basket of brains and hearts waiting 

and the washboard is where I left it, bone dry.


I go to my knees and pull a brain onto my lap.

It is old, well used, heavy with memories.

Swollen from years of use and 

years of misuse and 

just years, 

full of black veins running through the crevices 

a forgotten bathroom tile or 

wild rhodonite left unpolished.


I dip it into the river and watch the milk 

bloom gray. I wring it out and the river stains 

like marble and pulls the veins away with the 

current, beyond the horizon, to the bottom of the 

universe, where all grey matter ends up.


I set your brain on the red rocks.

It is lighter than before, pink and more porous 

than I remember. I think, this is good work,

I have done good work.

I hold it in my hands, take it 

away from the opal shores, through the 

lapis fields, hoping to surprise you with 

a restoration of your favorite thing.


But I forget the memories of your favorite things are 

washed away.

Lost in the river, pulled by the current, 

far beyond the horizon, where all the grey matter in 

the world ends up, 

at the bottom of the universe.

Your memory of me is there, too,

 
 
 
 

One-Eyed Jack by G.L. Marie

Sound design by Bella Tuxedo.

 
 
 
 

Fruit and Other Deadly Things

By Amber Irish


When discussing apples, 

we lament how easy it is for 

spoilage to spread, how mold 

can reach over and infect

another and another until the whole 

barrel is lost and we call that a tragedy.


No one talks about what’s under the flesh, 

tucked inside the fruit— 

the seeds in their cores, 

at their gravitational center, capable of 

creating both new life 

or cyanide which, 

consumed in large enough quantities, 

will cause seizures and 

shortness of breath, 

loss of consciousness 

and death.

All this to say that

it’s important to remember how 

even a very good bunch of apples 

on a very good day 

is still very capable of 

killing you. 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Lisa Erickson